No Clue.

SCHOOL AND WORK HAVE TAKEN OVER MY LIFE!!!!!

I am going to:
do the dishes
sweep/mop the kitchen
wipe down the counters
vacuum the house
wash the sheets/blankets on the bed
clean the basement
run and workout
pick up my guitar


I wish I didn't have to work so I could get started on this.

 I'm contemplating get my nose pierced.

 My parents went through my purse and found bud.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuckmylife,

Worst day ever. 

 I'm PMSing. I have felt like crying all day. 
My dad's just got home. All he does is tell me what I'm doing wrong. Or what I could be doing better. Which makes me feel like I'm doing nothing at all. 

 I really wanna another tattoo. 
No clue what I want of course. 
I want it to be colorful, maybe on my calf or center of my back, I want it to be a pretty decent size.
If it's on my calf I want it to cover my entire calf.



That's all I know though. 
No rush though. 
 I want it to be a beautiful piece of art.
And that takes time to come up with. 

 I hate money. It really is the root of all evil. Rich people take it for granted and for so many people I know it's the biggest stress factor in their lives. 

It sucks. 
Its not fair. 
Lets change the world.

Oh and I hate Obama. He's spending us into debt and our generation will have no jobs and and no social security because of it. 

 Summer's been pretty good so far. Haven't traveled anywhere, but I'm going to Mary Washington with Hoang at the end of the month and were gonna drive to DC to see Lil. Then I'm going back up to DC second week of August to spend a week with Lil. 

Went to work at 6AM on 4th of July. I will never do that again. We were so very slow so they let people leave early...so much for trying to work more. My job is dreadfully boring and I never look forward to going in, but I guess after a while any job will be the same. My mom made a bunch of food though and Michael, David, Zach, and Hodgie came over. I was so tired I passed out before fireworks started at Michael's. 

Tubing yesterday was so much fun, going every Monday is a wonderful break from the week.  More people went then the usual group and that always makes it interesting. One guy was so incredibly drunk and at some point he was passed out under rapids. I'm pretty sure he would've died if Matt hadn't have pulled him out. I don't get why people think its OK to get that drunk in the middle of the river where there are rocks everywhere so far from any kind of help. He seemed like one of those people who think they're invincible, that's how he acted anways. Everyone else thought he was funny, but the first impression I got from him was bad...and he was pretty sleezy, 

I filled out my application to Old Dominion to transfer after this year. I wanna do some more community service 
before I submit it though. That's really the only college I wanna go to, but I'm going to apply to Radford and Mary Washington just in case. Old Dominion isn't hard to get into so I don't think it will be a problem, but ya never know. I'll feel like an idiot though if I don't get in. I'm a pretty good student, but not the kind who studies for hours at a time and freaks out over one bad grade. 


My cousin, Brandon, from VA beach is coming to visit this weekend. Lillian might come up too. Should be a pretty busy weekend. 


-Allison- 

After a week off of work, being at work isn't that terrible (and the fact that my job is easy and all I do is sit in front of a computer all day, is part of it). All I did was sleep and eat alot, so I'm ready to stop be so lazy and unproductive.

Tonight I'm going to dinner for Natalie's 21 birthday at Kotos. I haven't seen alot of those people in forever so I'm looking forward to it.


Just watched Across the Universe for the first time this week. It is an absolutely amazing movie with a beautiful soundtrack. And it was so crip in Blu Ray. It has definitely become one of my favorites already.

gonna go back to work now.
:)

I have narrowed my majors down to the three choices:
Human Services
Marketing Management
Dental Hygiene



I have a year left CVCC and then I'm going to Old Dominion. So i have to figure this out soon.
Picking a major is so much pressure.

can't sleep. Laying in bed watching Real World/ Road Rules challenge. Tubing at ten tomorrow morning. Michael was finally able to get off work so he's coming too. Hoang decided to come. I have to admit I am worried about her since she's not a strong swimmer, but it's such a great experience. It's the epitome of what it is to be young and free. I love the river. I love jumping off the rock. It always takes me a minute to jump, but it's always such a release when I do. I love summer in Lynchburg. I love the river and the mountains and being surrounded by nature.


Oh and another place I wanna visit eventually-Nashville. I saw someone's pictures of it, and it just looks like an interesting place to see. 
( pre-tubing pics... )

I love the warm weather, tubing on the river every Monday, sleeping in , staying out late, no stress from school, having my friends back in town from school, sleeping over at my baby's all the time.

It's absolutely amazing <3.

Now if only I could find a job I liked.

Jcrew isn't doing it for me anyone. Almost a year at a call center and it starts to get boring, too bad I can't make the money I do ANYWHERE else! STUPID RECESSION!

So I have one year left at CVCC then I will be going off to a University. Either ODU or UMW. I am absolutely terrifired of leaving Michael and the comfort of Lynchburg, but I need to. I know I need to though. I'm worried about what will happen to Michael and I.

I need to work on myself.
I feel like I'm going through a very odd time right now.



You know those girls that you see and they just exude confidence. I wanna be like that.
I'm not sure it works like that though.

 I have an amazing boyfriend. 
He has no idea how greatful I am for him. 

I'm insecure. I'm paranoid. I'm jealous I can't trust people. I compare myself to everyone. I'm not very confident.

bad traits to have in a relationship.

someone fix me please.